I'm really looking forward to my appointment. I had to close my door and cry in my office again today. I'm beginning to feel like Holly Hunter in "Broadcast News." (One of my favorite movies, even though I think James L. Brooks acts shitty at the end.)
I think this job has more to do with my current state than I realized last week. The constant badgering and distrust one day, love-fest I'm the best think in the world the next would take its toll on anyone, I think. It's upsetting, even if you know the truth.
I ain't Brad, but I ain't bad. I'm doing the best I can. It's never good enough.