I did it. I made the doctor's appointment. Anti-depressants, here I come!
Re-reading my post did it for me. The information in the post is true, but it's how I sounded. Not like me.
I hear that Lexapro is an effective management tool (think 'What about Bob?" here), so I'm going to talk to my ob/gyn about that.
Just think, in five short weeks I could feel like a new person, telling him to go on back to Bammy if that's his pleasure and throwing dirty pants at his head whilst he naps.
It will be good for things to get back to normal.
P.S. Thanks for your support. I don't mean to laugh at anxiety/depression (I think I have a combination of both). However, I must be able to laugh at myself. Or with myself. You know what I mean.